can't define

"with new love comes mystery,
Comes fear you can't define"
-Mason Jennings » Confidant

Truth be told I know what I want and where I want to go. Still it should be said that I feel overwhelmed, But in a good way. I'm overwhelmed by what lies up ahead. I have to say it finally feels good to think about the future.

For the longest time (when looking to the future,) I couldn't help but to feel empty or like... well.. shit! I still fear it but I trust that it will all work out for the best. (positivity you guys!)

I need a new life outside of this constant display of recurrence. Every year is the same thing, all talk but no show.

What has me feeling like this?

About 3 weeks ago, A girl I like like a lot like came over for 2weeks.I had an Amazing time (And I hope she did too). It was all good until she left.

Now when I walk around this house I feel like something is missing. as if sounds don't linger the same way as they did before. every thing I touch has a dullness to it.meh.

I know I'm a bit dramatic. I just like to Overcomplicate simple things.